Cant You See What Your Doing To Me

it brakeing me down!

So strange how I'm feeling right now
Everything so smooth, got rocky somehow
Got no idea where I possibly stand
Can't you see me, I'm right here, stretching out my hand

If you grab hold now I wont let go
If not walk away but please let me know
Breaking inside putting up guards so high
We lit a fire, thats now struggling to survive

I'll go gather wood and keep it alight
Help stoke the embers are you willing to fight?
One look at me and you should see
I want to remain here, i don't want to leave

I'll give you a moment to think all this through
You have the chance to walk away if thats what you want to do
But stop playing mind games this cold and hot
Leave that to children, thats something your not

You know theres a way you can soothe all my pain
Go back to how it was and be happy again
Hold onto my hand and squeeze it real tight
Show me your mine and I'm all yours tonight.....

Tell me what your thinking give your feelings a voice
If you don't tell me now, you leave me no choice.

Author's Note

i know what i have done is my fualt i shoudl have never showd you the sad poems
i never!
and then the brake down i had last night i was pissed and mad at so many people every thing that had happend that day all came down right then and there
and i pissed you off all beacuse i wanted to know if i was being used
and by the way you talked back that i brake your feelings again i let you down and hrut you again damn me to hell J.M.A.M
im sorry i wrote this damn poem just for you beacuse im so fucked up in the head
i love you you even told me you where thinking about letting us try again
and i fucked it up please understand im deeply sorry and i do want you back so bad