Who would you save in your family in you could only save one person?

When these oceans turn colours,
And all my rivers each run dry.
Look over both your shoulders,
Promise me, that you won't cry.

These seas will change colours,
It's not something I could paint.
But I drew things of my future,
I was sure to leave them faint.

Don't be ashamed of choices,
As I have chosen to be dead.
Don't wear a face of shame,
When the oceans change to red.

Author's Note

good/bad?