Ugly

I want it off!

I want to cut my face off

And throw it away...

I want to destroy

all the mirrors

let the shards fall all

around me

Let them sting my skin

and let the blood run red

Shove shards

Deep within

Cut my tongue out

So I can not

scream again

Shred my skin,

let the ribbons

fall on the floor

close and

lock the door

Blood pools all around me

Like black ink

in the moon light

I've built my hatred

Up for this night

I slit my throat

but I can still breath

my heart,

It still beats

No tears

fall from my eyes

Nobody around

To hear my

hateful cries

I love the blood

I love the pain

It makes all of the hate

Go away.

I lay down

In my blood

my hair soaked

and falling out

I drag my body

To the corner

and finally

Let the tears flow

and I cry

I punch my face

and drag my nails

across my body

I screech

"Kill me! Kill me!"

I try to yell...

but I can not speak

I slump against the wall

I ruined myself

My thoughts

Laced themselves

with death

and demons

I closed my eyes

And fell into

a deep sleep

One I'd never

Wake up from

I'd sleep forever...

 

Author's Note

What have i done to my self..

Reviews

[Frieda P]

Shocking and deeply disturbing, this dark read really twisted under my skin....you've painted quite a painful picture here...sorry you have the need to purge such angst. Extremely emoting this.