The Evil Inside of Me

God saves me from the evil. just as the evil pulls me under. he God pulls me out

The demons
They burn inside of me
They whisper their little evils
Telling me what to do
Saying good is bad
And bad is good
Twisting up my mind
Making me go insane
That's when the voices begin
They say the same things
The demonic sounds are horrible,
But they're the only things
That get me through the day.
I am ready to rip my insides out.
They keep talking
And won't be quiet
I scream and shout,
Somebody save me!
I slam my fists against the wall,
Begging them to stop.
I can't breathe.
There is to much fire inside of me.
Where is my soul,
Where is my heart?
They force me to grab the knife.
The blade gets closer and closer
To my heart.
I'm about to plunge to my death,
But the voices stop.
They don't speak.
The fire has vanished.
The demons no longer live inside of me.
My voice doesn't exist.
I cannot speak.
My legs and arms are weak.
I hear a voice inside my head.
No! Not again!
I can't take it!
But it's not what it seems,
The voice is soft
Like angel wings
" I'm here,
I'll never leave your side.
Everything's okay.
Everything's alright,
Nothing can hurt you.
I know you've been battered and bruised,
but I am the Lord God Almighty.
I will save you."
I fall to my knees
And begin crying.
By now
I would've been on the floor dying.
But now my tears drench the floor.
In sorrow, in fear,
But mostly in love.
For Him.
He saved me from my death.
He was all I had left.
And for that I am thankful.

Author's Note

Gad will save you