There is Beauty in the Chaos

This is about someone trying to "find" themselves. I'm just trying to say that even if you don't understand yourself sometimes, even if no one else does, that's okay. Madness is fascinating.

She would get furious and scream just as loud as she could

Then dissolve into a puddle of tears and "I'm sorry"s

She laughed until there was an ache in her gut

And then she'd sit quietly for a long time.

She was at war within herself

Her insides were anarchy

And she knew not who she was

But I knew nothing like her had ever existed before-

Never would again.

She was a question that was frantically searching for the answer to herself

And for the life of me I could not find a reply.

Sometimes unsolved mysteries are all the more beautiful as such. 

Reviews

[Christine]

Madness is scary, and you have captured the rocky road of youth. That up and downness when you don't know who you are or where you stand. You have said it beautifully.

[Camryn Jeter]

Thank you.