It's Tearing at my Heart

ramblings of a poet

Its tearing at my Heart

To my first love and soul mate. Pw

You don't treat me the same.
You say you love me, making love to me.
Putting me on the edge of my chair.

Ooooh it was so good, I want more.
I love the way it makes me feel.
I was on cloud 9.
Not just then but for days.

But all of a sudden your ignoring me.
What happened were things moving to fast?
Please tell me did you back away?

Did I do something wrong?
We've both been hurt in the past,
That was than this is now.

I'm not HER, I am ME.
You're not him, who hurt me.
You are you and I love you.

I want to move on,
Please give me another chance.
Tell me what did I do wrong?

Are you giving back my heart?
Please tell me what did I do wrong?
Speak to me, tell me what I did,
I promise not to do it again.

Just love me for me.

by Calvspw

Author's Comments:
"A letter (poem) I wrote, I can't seem to talk my mind unless he brings things up first I love him but I guess after being hurt so many times by others, I am afraid for his rejection. I write him alot of letters, notes speaking to him that way to break the ice. So he knows I want to talk. Love I want it to be the wonderful experience he gives me."