Looking Back Now

 

When I take the time to go looking back,

I remember rarely seeing you smile

Your sadness broke my heart to peices,

but I contained it for a while,

I wanted you, you hated me,

Or at least thats what your potrayed,

and even though I would get furious

I couldn't bring myself to hate

Because I liked to think I understood

I liked to think I knew you

When really you were a closed shell

I could never see right through you

I felt as though I needed you

Or I would crush under despair

And now I see,

But I wish I saw sooner,

Just how little, you actually cared

Author's Note

I didn't do any looking over for this. So if there's mistakes, ignore them.