BULLET TO THE MOUTH

Not going to change.
Refuse to refrain.
not going to give up.
be damned to give in.
going to speak my mind.
going to unleash my thoughts.
control experiments.
controlled life.
not going to sway.
sick of standing on the sidelines.
going to unwind.
no longer going to rewind.
life's short the day is long.
trying to explode.
going to create a crater in your world.
numbers flowing pass my tongue.
words oozing from my finger tips.
say what you want.
express what you feel.
your words no longer carry the appeal.
stuck in a rot going to escape into space.
carry stars.
spitting out the sun.
look into my eyes.
dive into my mind.
feel the pain.
getting burned.
getting scarred.
cracking a smile.
tearing the ground apart.
look at me.
feel my words as they knock you down.