Can't Say Good byeA Poem by CaladoscopeMy Mother has been diagnosed with Extreme Dementia. She is in Boston. I an in Los Angeles. I flew back to see her and my heart never ever stopped breaking. It still hasn't
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No Matter how hard I Cry It's so far from Ok My Mother is lost and I have No Say There's a Tsunami in My Soul She's not gone but she's still Here Her Mind has lost its way I'm Not There She's Not Here Both of us are Lost in Nowhere And so my Tears flow Because She's gone but still here And the tears They flow unexpected How do you Mourn the loss of Someone who is still here? how to you Mourn the one who raised you despite it all Perhaps look back and catch your breath Laugh at the past Know you're not dealing with death My Mum has left the building And the crack in my heart webs out She won't be coming back There is no doubt And the tears flow And flow I
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Added on August 29, 2015 Last Updated on August 29, 2015 Tags: elder dementia, mothers. daughters AuthorCaladoscopeCulver City, CAAboutI am a Kick A*s Breast Cancer Wonder Woman who has an equally Kick A*s Man by Her side. We also have 2 Warriors with us. 2 Incredible Boys. more..Writing
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