The GambleA Poem by DJTo chemo or not to chemo, that is the question.I’ve been
handed a test Of which I
have to fight The darkness
is impaling Every ounce
of light
It’s a
battle that can be won But one that’s
often lost There’s a
50/50 chance There is a
hefty cost
For a life
has no price None which I
can pay All I can do
now is hope To see the
light of day
A decision
must be made Through the
darkness and the war Do I climb
back up? Or finally
say no more
Whichever I
decide There is
half a chance That it is
the wrong one And my tumor
would advance
Numbness is
something That I’m accustomed
to Empty is my
best friend And pain
pulses right on through
Confusion is
my brain Dysfunction is
my mind Damaged is my
body Worn out, I
am, all the time
Overwhelmed are
my emotions Tortured is
my soul Conflicted
is my decision Irrational
is my control
I am trapped
and confined Constricted and
constrained To this
hospital bed Stuck in a vortex
of pain
In a dark
cellar, trapped With the demon
that I fear Awaiting my
salvation As time
weeps a silent tear
This demon
that I fight Is a ghastly
beast It resides
in my brain On my body
it does feast
50/50 rests
heavily On my broken
spirit A decision that
could take My life
along with it
My state of
mind is warped Once so
positive and free Vanquished is
my spirit The lighter
side of me
50/50 is
this choice I haven’t
made it yet It weighs
down on my shoulders It is a
heavy debt
A decision must
be made A need to
carry on Even if there’s
half a chance I need to
proceed along
This windy
darkened road Shadows follow
as I stride No matter
how hard it is I’ll carry
on with pride
Proud of how
far I’ve come Anxious at
the fight ahead Terrified but
determined With every
step I tread
50/50 is a
gamble But it’s one
that I will make I’ll take a
chance and smile
As I roll in
the high stake © 2013 DJAuthor's Note
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StatsAuthorDJAboutHi everyone, I am a lyricist, a poet, a survivor and a letter C warrior. If you wish to get to know me then read my poetry as it is based on my inner most feelings, my life experiences and the pieces.. more..Writing
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