No More...

A need to express emotions after receiving some bad news in hospital yesterday

Wait… Wait… Wait…

 

Silent and somber, he lies in wait of medical results

Awaiting the white coat with whom he consults

Fear of answers, makes his body tremble

Filled with questions, as the doctors all assemble

 

Wait… Wait… Wait…

 

His thoughts trail off, escaping from his bed

His body lies stagnant, though his mind has fled

Pale blue sheets a soft reminder of the sky

Faint echoes of steps, as people pass him by

 

Wait… Wait… Wait…

 

Thoughts of his loved ones fill his heart

Even though for now, they are far apart

He hopes to go home and see them all soon

To escape the dreary, pristine hospital room

 

Wait… Wait… Wait…

 

Cold reality, a distraction needed…

The dragon’s fiery breath interceded

Burning, blazing inferno of astonishing fire

As red explodes, engulfing the sky a sight to admire

 

Wait… Wait… Wait…

 

Clatter and clank of trolleys out in the hallway

Feeding the sick, keeping hunger at bay

Nurses rushing to help, with hearts so kind

To every patient that they are assigned

 

Wait… Wait… Wait…

 

White walls, a restriction from the beauty outside

Where the dragons red breath and darkness collide

Black silently steals the illuminating light of the day

Plunging into darkness as the days images fade

 

Wait… Wait… No more

 

As the doctor creeks open the door

Heavy footsteps pound the hard, cold floor

He silently sits next to the metal framed bed

And starts to shake his already balding head

 

No more… No more… No more…

 

Breath… constricted, under arrest

As he awaits the results of his test

“I’m sorry son, the tumor has grown

That is what the MRI has shown”

 

No more… No more… No more…

 

Wait… no more, the answer is here

Inside he burns with impending fear

“I think it’s time, another round of chemo is due”

Heart drops at the thought of what he has to get through

 

No more… No more… No more…

 

He sits, contemplation resting solemnly on his face

He had his hopes up, thought he was winning the race

He tells his love, his closest friend

“Don’t worry baby, it’s is not the end”

 

No more… No more… No more…

 

Fear consumes him, somewhere in the dark abyss

His love, worried, a tender kiss parts from her lips

Forced courage spreads across his expression

Two souls understand, a silent confession

 

No more… No more… Please…

 

Both desire the war to be over

Until that day, together they will fight on

On his chest her head gently lay

As he survives to fight another day

 

Please… Please… End this…

Author's Note

After being sick recently, I got told yesterday that the tumor in my brain has grown and that I need to go for chemo... again... I need to release some emotions, so you will probably be seeing a few sad/dark poems from me. Thank you for pausing with me, thank you for taking the time to read. I know how valuable time is. Love and peace to you all.

Reviews

[J. Kell]

I am so sorry Cairo. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I love the repetition in this poem "No more… No more…" it gives us a window into your heart. I know that you want this nightmare to end, keep being brave and fight on. I have no idea what you must be going through but I feel it in your poem. You are an excellent poet, fantastic poem.

[DJ]

Thank you my friend, your words mean a lot to me. Glad you liked it! I will keep fighting, thank you for your encouragement and support, I really appreciate it.

[Jennifer Rai]

I admire your courage Cairo.
I am saddened to hear of your tumor. My sister has leukemia so i understand. My thoughts are with you.

You writing is beautiful. the imagery you use is breath taking. Tears came down my eyes as i read this piece. You are amazing.

[DJ]

Thank you so much Jennifer, your words mean a lot to me. I am so sorry about your sister and her fight, I wish you and your family the best, strength, support and positivity. Tell your sister to stay strong my friend. Thank you so much for your review.

[smilempsn]

..wOOw.. that were some very moving words penned down together..
The length was amazing... But due to the flow, it didn't looked lengthy..

Sorry to read about your health..
Get well soon buddy..
Sometimes, when we write.. its one of the best things to set ourselves free.. from everything else.. and just be OURSELF..!! :)

[DJ]

Thank you so much for stopping by and pausing on my page for awhile. Thank you for your kind words too, I'll keep writing, it is a very much needed release. I can write all the things that are too hard to say out loud :)

[smilempsn]

:) :)

[MOON]

So well expressed full of trepidation . Moving write go well and much blessings!

[DJ]

Thank you so much MOON, that means a lot to me :)

[Hana Saemon]

Both desire the war to be over
Until that day, together they will fight on
On his chest her head gently lay
As he survives to fight another day

Awwwwwwwwwww this is so sweet. Love this piece very much. A different style, but great flow.

[DJ]

Thank you Hana, she is very sweet indeed, the inspiration for the last stanza. Thanks for your reviews, I appreciate it.

[Traci]

Keep fighting my friend. The courage and strength you show is an inspiration to so many.
This piece is emotionally charged, enabling the reader to feel the vast array of emotions.
"White walls, a restriction from the beauty outside
Where the dragons red breath and darkness collide
Black silently steals the illuminating light of the day
Plunging into darkness as the days images fade"
These lines really tug at the heartstrings, such beauty is captured, yet due to the circumstances the mood is somber. Whether dark/sad or happy...you write with such raw, honest emotion, and do so so beautifully, Cairo...keep writing, keep expressing. Much love always, my friend.

[DJ]

Thank you so much Traci, that means a lot to me my friend. I am so glad that people are able to connect emotionally to my work, it means a lot. Thank you for your kindness and support, you have such a kind soul.

[Vani Jalagar]

I'm so sorry to hear that :( Cairo.. You are strong enough to defeat all these. You are optimist ,your benevolence will protect you...this poem is so emotional that I visualized.....I found myself in pristine hospital room conflicting with my health.I experienced every pain of your's mentally..
God bless you my friend....Hope for the good :)

[DJ]

Thank you Vani. I'm glad you felt the emotion in this and 'got' the experience. I appreciate your kind words too my friend.

[Cody Williams]

So sorry to hear. I really loved the poem. You have nice talent! Get well soon Cairo! KEEP THE FAITH my friend!

PEACE, LOVE, AND COUNTRY MUSIC:)

-CW

[DJ]

Thanks CW, your kindness means a lot :)

[Cody Williams]

No problem at all. Get well soon!

[Electric Scribe]

I am so sorry about your struggles. Seriously, this is beautiful I have tears in my eyes. My prayers as always are with you in your battle. I wish there was something more I could do, some strength I could lend, that would get you back on your feet and your love and you dancing again. My heart goes out to you as you continue the fight and I promise you angels will be over your bed as you sleep at night.

[DJ]

Thank you so much for your kindness and support, that is enough, just having kind people on here makes my spirit feel so up-lifted. Thank you so much for your time reading and your wonderful comments :)

[Electric Scribe]

I am glad they lift you spirits. Thank you so much for sharing your soul with us.

[London's Lily]

I don't know what to say. I'm so angry for you, I've lost my words. I'm also trying not to swear (I can have quite the "potty mouth" and this occasion calls for it). I've grown rather attached to you in the short time I've been here at WC, and with or without your blessing I've firmly placed myself in your corner as part of your army, to help you fight even if only by my limited means of distant support. Tell me what you need and consider it done, ok? Kick the ever loving s**t out of it, Cairo. Take no prisoners, hun. ♥

As for the poem, as usual, it's incredibly beautifully written despite the theme. Intense emotions evoke powerful words, and you've got that aced. :)

[DJ]

HAHA Lily, feel free to swear hun, I know I have done it enough for the both of us. It's okay, I am no longer angry, frustrated yes, but this is my test and I'll pass it or fight it until it can't be fought. I have grown attached to you too my friend and would love to have you in my corner as part of my army :) You are so sweet. All I need is good friends like you, thank you so much for you kindness and support, you have a beautiful soul!