Past is Passed

I was never an alcoholic

Until I got addicted to the taste of it on your lips

And your drunk hands dug harder in my hips

You used to get to my mind

But I left that past far behind

But I still put bottles to my lips sometimes

And now I also take hits

But it's no longer from your words

Leaving bruises and cuts that hurt

I rolled around in the back of his truck

And thought that love meant a little luck

Before I realized that he just sucked

I danced around in your midnight

And let you tell me to believe I'm a pretty sight

But you're a f*****g liar

I guess that's why I lost all desire

And then I hopped in a taxi to mars

And soaked in the light from his eyes like stars

But I overshot it a little too far

In all my excitement

And now I'm trying to get back there

Cause, god nothing else compares

I just want to love him

So don't hit me up with your lines

And act like everything you did to me was fine

You tried to keep he and I apart

But now he has all my heart

Still, after everything we've faced in the past few weeks

And all the tears that've fallen on my cheeks

His love is the only thing I seek