Can't Explain

Out loud wondering.

I can't begin to explain what you've done to me.

I've never been the same since you dropped out of my life.

I'm so afraid to ask if you ever even loved me.

I don't know if you know how u treated me so bad. 

 

Not a day goes by, not one single day

I've forgotten how to relate, how to love, how to say.

You broke me into a milion little peices.

My every relationship is tainted and let this serve as my treatise.

 

Left me a cripple, emotionless and ruined.

The fact was I loved you more than human.

You used this power I gave you to assert yourself.

I accepted your unspoken upper hand no matter how much it hurt like hell.

 

Every thing I do shares a remnant of you.

I haven't figured out a way to drink you out of my mind.

I'm not smart enough, not strong enough, too.

Love songs are always about you.