Devastation

In the midst of a depression, and wanting it to stop.

Slowly falling even deeper into the dark,

All alone again.

I have long since been broken,

Too many times I’ve been hurt.

No matter how much I tried to stop the pain,

But I only brought more.

It sent me spirallin’ even further down,

Into the pit I have created.

The injuries have finally stopped being inflicted,

By other people.

They have finally stopped bleedin’,

Although no one can still hear me screamin’.

I used to pray for it all to stop,

But I’ve long since given up.

No more prayers of a better future,

Or of forgiveness to behold.

Too many times have they been ignored,

They have never been answered.

No one can hear,

 As my soul cries for deliverance,

From this lonesome darkness.

I can’t stop praying for salvation,

For someone to come find me,

To bring me into the light.

To be my salvation.

From this hell I’ve created.

Of letting myself be controlled,

For far too long,

Have I had to endure.

Now I cannot get up alone,

I’ve fallen way too far.

I have fallen from grace,

Many a years ago.

I can’t remember what the light looks like,

I don’t remember the path I took.

So now I am stuck within the darkness of my heart and soul,

Suspended inside the black oblivion.

Battered and isolated,

So weary,

Must save up my strength,

For the one day that I might escape.