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Letting go

I never imagined I could feel so liberated
I always thought you were my person
It was always you and I against the world
At least that's what I thought
Silly me never crossed my mind it would be one sided
You have tossed your face
Flaunted your assets
Seduced the devil and have captivated the other side
Leaving me with despair and uncertainty
I held so much guilt in my heart always fearing to let you down
Blinded by your manipulation
Trapped with my own feelings
So deep I could barely feel myself
I have protected you from the fire
Battling the wars that have been thrown upon us
Obsessing with ways in how I could save you from your demons
Drowning I am
I fight myself, I have lost control over me and my purpose
I'm sorry if I made you feel I gave up
All along it was you before i
Now I say it is I then you
Accepting the awakened soul and striving for growth
Seeking peace