Where is me?

Maybe I'm worse off than I thought

How is it that you're never here when I need you

I'm hurting and I know you can see.

But my problems don't measure up to yours

So I'm left sinking into this darkness.

Helping you with yours

Her with hers

Them with theirs...

Where is mine? 

Can I be okay coping on my own?

Happy one minute and your indifference to me leaves me broken.

Why do I love you so much

when all you do is break.

Break my spirit

Break my joy

Break my happiness

Break Break Break

Break my heart.

What is it to be free?

Free from your negativity

Your hate

Your anger and frustration

Free from your break.

Is the hope that one day I'll be enough for you, enough for me?

Hope, what a funny word.

Not funny haha, more like a joke you know the punchline to

but still chuckle because it's the polite thing to do.

Not that you'd do that.

You don't think I'm funny.

Hope, though, is a joke

with a damp punchline

leaving you moist with disappointment.

Where is me?

Lost in you

and it's my own fault.

Author's Note

Be gentle <3
I feel there's something missing, I just don't know what.

Reviews

[Marcello1013]

Excellent expression of emotion. Fluid throughouta

[Serendipity Planet]

really good questions , you will find the answers
You did the first step now , you think about yourself

[wordman]

seems we`re always left in the cold