Pain

Pain
Pain that makes it so
that you can't move,
Pain that makes it so
that you can't think,
Pain that makes it so
that you can't breath,
Pain,
Pain that hurts so bad
that makes you forget
what it feels like to
not be in pain,
Pain that makes you
think about every breath
because you know it'll
hurt so bad to take it,
Pain that makes you
appreciate every second
that you're not in pain,
Pain,
Every time this pain comes
it feels like the worst pain
I've ever been in,
Every time this pain comes
it stays for as long as it can,
It makes me make rash
decisions and makes me
harsh to the ones I love,
It's always picking picking
picking at everything I do
and it wraps itself around
me and controls me and
makes me hate myself
and everything around
me and I can't take it anymore,
This pain,
I hate

c. s. f.