Pain

Now I see the lights.

Blinding me.

I don't know how to understand.

I never understand.

Now your gone.

Your just out my grasp.

I can never love you again.

What is this pain,

that I feel in my chest?

I don't know.

I'm lost.

I need you to pick me up and bring me back to my safety.

But now, I watch you from afar.

I want to tell you that, I love you. But I'm afraid.

Of what my happen.

I don't want it.

This pain is causing me to do things that I don't want too.

I write suicide notes.

Then one day...I finally

I take this rope and this chair. I tie the rope,

into a nuce.

I hang it from a strong branch.

I step upon the stool.

I slowly grab the bottom of the nuce.

I put my neck through.

I push the stool away from my feet.

Now the clock of life inside of me,

starts to tick away like a time bomb.

I feel the air pass through me.

I'm breathing heavily.

This was a mistake.

Now I can't take it back.

Suddenly I feel something grasp me.

Is it death?

No, it's you.

You take me down from the choke hold of death.

You hold me in your arms and tell me your sorry, and

tell me you'll never leave me alone.

I feel that I can be happy.

Or can I be?

Reviews

[Kiriko]

omfg. Really it made you cry *o*?

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

This is a very emotional poem. I know that pain can push someone to do something that they don't want to. Like attempt suicide. Like the way my friend was in so much pain from all of the mistakes he made in the past. Those thoughts were laying heavily on his mind. Then he actually did kill himself since he couldn't handle the pain. This poem resembles that in a way...but my friend wasn't saved. The end of the poem was happy in a way since the person was saved. But can that person really be happy after what he/she tried to do. I loved this poem. It made me want to cry, but that's the good thing about it. Thanks for sharing. :)