Here i stand

Standing, as high as I can,
Makes no difference
When im stead fast within this plan.
Seeing is believing
Believing who I am, is an eternity away from understanding exactly where im at.
Im scared to ask but not afraid to expell,
Its easy giving what you experience,
Than taking a sip from your own well.
I have a chance, a medium, a reason to ring the right bell.
Tell me, someone please, how do we decipher the plain waters from waters that make us unwell.
Time, right now, is all that I have...
I just hope that karma and love forgives me fir the times I was bad.