Because...

Understanding why he wanted to break-up.

After everything that has happened between us

We were more than that

Closer than ever

But being indecisive was one trait I disliked the most about you

One minute you want us to be together

The next you dont.

Weren't my opinions not good enough?

My happiness never recognised?

Were your ears filled with concrete - could you not hear me?

The star in the sky that night when we first met

Doesn't glimmer or sparkle anymore

But instead a fallen star to a soul searching for love

A love that you couldn't provide.

Your heart was a chameleon camouflaging its way into mine

But you changed your colours when you wanted to all the time.

Why?

Because you were scared?

Because you couldn't cope with someone who cared?

Because you couldn't commit?

Because you couldn't give a s**t?

Because you knew I was the one for you 

Because your childish tendencies always shone through

You see, I never stopped you.

I just wanted you to be honest and truthful.

I just wanted you to be the boyfriend who I loved but not anymore.

You call me your friend now

Yet you know there's tension like an old train steaming past

Tension of a less angrier kind.

But why should I be your friend?

What use does that have to me

It still and is still taking me forever to get over you.

My first love

My love I thought would last forever.

My love for you - ended.