Wish

A Little Piece About Me

When you no longer cry...
All that sadness just sits in you..
And all it does is grow..
One day it'll stop my breathing..
And my heart will stop beating..
Swallowed,
Eaten,
By my own pain..
Drowned.. in tears I can no longer shed..
Life is meaningless to me..
That is why I live to serve,
All I care for is to be needed,
Wanted,
Loved,
That way I have a reason for living,
Because other wise..
There's no point in me staying..
Fighting..
I should just give in..
Let it bring my story to a close..
I lost all hope,
All faith,
All family,
The ability to believe,
To trust,
Love seems like just a lie..
Dreams are dark and suffocating..
All thats left..
I Wish.
I Wish for others,
But I also Wish for myself,
I Wish to be happy,
I Wish to dream sweet things,
I Wish to have a family,
I Wish to have something worth believing in..
I Wish..
To see the smiles of those I care for...

Reviews

[EILEEN McGUINNESS]

Lots of Mellanchollic words here with a touch of lament about the past not bringing forth fruit to bare in the future,perhaps we all have our cross to bare and life doesn't always turn out the way we planned it.
I guess what i am trying to say is we have to shoot the breeze catch those magic moments and hold on to our best memories.
I liked this poem although i found it a little morbid, i am guessing there was something of you written in it and your current circumstances right now or maybe i am just being a touch imaginative.
I think you have wonderful eyes they seek adventure and seem mysterious and intriguing.