Love Sick Tragedy

I wanted him to love me,

Love Me like I needed to be.

He told me he loved me &
 I had no reason not to believe.

I loved him, he loved me, &
We thought it was forever.

We thought, hoped ever...

That our future was written.
Set in stone, we'd live our lives.

Our Version of Happily Ever After.

But Destiny had another plan.

We were not meant to be.

We almost had a little family...

Our miracle to be, inside of me.

It didn't last, the baby was gone.

Ripped from my womb because

Someone high up had another plan.

Destiny Intervened, and we fell apart.

Slowly but surely. he lied, cheated even.

Drifted and found his way....

Into another girls bed and into her sheets.

I fell into darkness, i had lost.

Lost the two things I'd loved, him and it.

I say it because I didn't know....

6 months pregnant.
I didnt want to know...
It could have been...

A Boys and/or girls or both..they were twins..

We didn't know, Our happily life..

It didn't last long, it was just a flash.

A brief flash in time, what might be.

For me it was what I lost.

What would never happen, gone.

It was my own love sick tragedy...

Not set in stone, Destiny had another plan.

That Was not my life to be. 

Reviews

[emmajoy]

What terrible sadness.. more than a tragedy. I don't know if this is a created piece of writing or fact. if the first, you've captured the horror of the happenings with extreme sensitivity and pain .. if the latter, can only pray you find the happiness you most certainly deserve.

[BryanaBear]

Thank you Emma, this was very hard for me to write about because it was something that has happened in my life.

[Nick.B]

You managed to show the way of life with it's mysteries....great job

[BryanaBear]

thank you! It's not just the story of life. It's a memory I lived. It was hard for me to write and capture