Surfacing Darkness

I guess for every minute that I’m angry at you

there goes another moment of wasted happiness.

Will life ever change? Can I not have the good without the bad?

I want to cherish the memories, but only the nightmares are surfacing.

Someday I hope I’m not just the girl behind the smile…

I want to be feel what its like to smile because I mean it again…

It hurts more to smile and pretend I’m ok than it does to break down and cry.

I miss being normal, not so emotional. If I ever was?

Maybe I don’t know who I am.. so how are you so sure you know me.

Does anybody out there understand? Because I don’t. 

Reviews

[Kamran Javed]

deep thoughts presenting..

[BryanaBear]

yeah.