As i stand alone, I watch you with another man. I asked you what was wrong. You never reply; I missed you back then, But i'm glad it didn't work out, I think about it now and i realize you was always a liar, You couldn't be honest and you never could be. you could tell me you loved me with out giving me an excuse to not let me care for you. Our ages maybe different. But that meant nothing to me an you know it. even after you called me out an watched me stand on the outside,but you know you taught me a lesson. Now i can't trust anyone an its all your fault. i can't be in a perfect realtionship and not want to run away because you always ran from me. It's not easy knowing you loved me but couldnt stand and wait for me after all i try to do for you, You couldn't stay awake even if it meant we would be able to talk. AN it pains me to much that you were so sure about everything except what was reasonable. I know we had differences but though it all we couldn't have atleast been friends. i know it wouldn't work even today. You never write or call, It's just a matter of time before your back again to expect me to mend your wounds. I hope that your happy an what ever your doing, your taking care of what you worked your whole life for. and i understand that. I'll be waiting for that text, until then..