Name this hope

It's philosophical.

I hope you know that there are cracks in my soul

And you are the sole reason for them

My heart bleeds and may you know

that the blood was all over our memories

I hope when you lift your lashes your eyes look for me

and when they whiff my disappearance I hope. . .

They know that there won't be any glimpses of us anymore

I hope they mourn

Just like my heart

Nothing to curse about you my love

It's not me speaking but my hurt...

My hopes are fragile

I have to crease them to life here and there

I hope when someday you break again

my cracked soul fills your part

I hope when love finds you again

You smile.,

I hope they bloom

Just like our love

Nothing to wish good for you

It's not me speaking but my loss

My hopes are fragile

I have to mend them to shatter again

I am brave

And a fool

Because I hope

Even though 

I know . . .I know. . .I know

There is nothing without you

There will be something without you

And that's nothing but my bleeding eyes

cracked soul

fragile hope and a wish to die

When it feels, it won't come to life again

I know I will be drained out 

There will be a pile of mess

And nothing but emotions to mount

So, leave

But name this hope for me 

Because I wished it was not so fragile but It's not too late

So just come back, look me in the eye, drink the tears of anger and take the bait

Name it for me, love

Name this hope I love!

Author's Note

It's just came to my mind, so I wrote it.