Pain

the s**t that i go threw constantly

i cant walk these halls

with a sile on my face.

i cant talk to no one

unless i wish pain. i recieve

dirty looks from those

i dont know. constantly saying

things that arent true.

half the people who do this

to me dont even know me

or the fact that they may

actually be hurting someone.

i hate school! which is sad

this is suppose to be a safe

zone. ignore them they say

tell them to stop. haha

its easy for them to say that

when they arent going threw it.

i cant even speak in classes.

i stutter and cry. and wish

to scream and hide. i talk to

who i can. but they

done understand a thing.

they tell me the same thing

everyoneslse does and goes

back to being happy

again. it makes me mad

that im always so sad. when i get

home i feel so tired.

like i havent slept. even though

that morning i was wide awake.

i guess it takes alot to

recieve so much pain.

they judge me. they mock me

i cant work in

groups they have me so scared.

i wanna run and hide.

but i know i can. im way to tired.

my legs feel like jello.

i colapse on my bed laying there

til sweet tears drift me to sleep.