Is it really my fight?A Story by Ouin SaderMy fight? or Yours?I don’t choose to
hurt; but I live for the pain…. I breathed deeply and held it. My hand reached for the
handle and held it for a moment as I stood there at my back door. I took
another deep breath as if it may be my last, turned the handle and walked in. “Do you know what she’s doing?” he said without even looking
at me. The anger was all over his face. He wanted me to hate her.
He wanted me to be like him. “She’s f*****g other men,” he replied to my silence. I shook my head out of reaction. I walked past him like it
would make him disappear or leave me alone. I marched right to my room with my
only goal to close my door and lock out the world. I was half way up the stairs
when the buzzing of my phone almost caught his attention. I hopped up the last
two and slammed the door with a loud bang. “Are you there?” asked the voice over the phone. I remained
silent. “He’s calling me fat, ugly, and I can’t take it anymore,”
the voice cried. Was this happening really? Why are they haunting me? I just
want an escape. Jumping out of my freshly made bed I close my phone and speed
to my closet. A giant garbage bag lie on the ground. I grab it and stuff
clothes inside of it hurriedly without even looking at what I’m putting in. I
stomp down the stairs. He remained there like a statue. I rushed past him and all he
could do was snarl and sniff as I did. They followed wherever I went. I jumped in my car and once
again my phone buzzed. I pressed silence on it. Buzz. Again, I hit silent. Buzz. “No,” I said outloud to myself. Buzz. “Stop it! Leave me alone. This is not my fight. Leave me
alone!” I screamed and hang up. My breath was escaping my lungs as fast as it
could. Reality sank in. This is my fight. These are my demons. The questions though…the questions were the hard ones to
answer. “How do I fight them? How do I save my life when the demons
I face are…” I could barely get the words out. “Mom…Dad…why do you do this to me?” © 2015 Ouin SaderAuthor's Note
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StatsAuthorOuin SaderILAboutBegan to write a blog about a vampire couple that quickly lost motivation for. Im here to explore different stories that are in my head when I need a creative outlet. I always love feedback more..Writing
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