Loving me in vain

 

 

All this time you were telling me you'll never leave me
That you'll always be here for me no matter what happens..
I BELIEVED YOU,
Please tell me these weren't lies...
but i knw they are..you were always lying, and i could not even notice...
why were you pretending?
What did you get in return??
Except that you used me..
I was bleeding tears and anger...
I became the princess of the dark,
With a heart of darkness..
I fell for you..
You, who taught me how to love,
You, who taught me how to forgive,
You, who taught me how to let live,
You, who taught me how to submit
You, who taught me how to let you win the last words...
But was it really 'teaching'?!
Or was it something else?
Something like..
You took away all my best qualities, i can't trust, i can't open up to people...
i've become apathetic...
Snatching my happiness again and again..
Giving me pain..
Loving me in vain...