My dream- haunted by that everynight

its a true dream that i make, practically each night...

 

 

 

 I dreamt of you again
We were there.. sitting next to each other
Near a window.. where we could contemplate the world together
Feeling like the King and Queen of the world
It was so great to be with you again
You looked into my eyes and said i love you
I could not believe it
You were saying i love you to me..
It was like as if it was the first time
I should have known it was a dream
I was more than delighted to hear you say that again
But then, you played one of your silly pranks on me, should i say again?!
You threw yourself off the window...
I thought you were dead..
I cried, screamed, yelled.. no one could here me..
So i throw my body too..
'Cause i know i will not be able to live without you...
But you emerged from no where..
And hugged me as i lay down, lifeless
You looked at me..
I could not read your facial expression..
Was it sorrow or happiness, only you will know that
You were not dead
but i was breathless, paralysed, distressed
How can you torture me with mental anguish like this?!
Aren't you human?!
Was that a nightmare coz you played your silly game with me??
Or was it a dream coz i heard you say I LOVE YOU...
I love you too.. and will always do...

but when i wake up, you were not there.. i wanna kill myself...

 

 

 

Reviews

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The fact that he's here to catch you as you fall is that he indeed loves you, though it's just a dream
I don't call it a nightmare because i found it romantic in some ways .. you both say 'I love you' to each other, he falls off, and when you jump too, he catches you (hugs you) ...that means saving you .. so it's a good dream in fact
But it's also a tormenting dream .. if that guy has broken you and hurt you
Maybe your conscience is telling you that you both still love each other
Your questions say it all:
"But then, you played one of your silly pranks on me, should i say again?!
How can you torture me with mental anguish like this?!
Was that a nightmare coz you played your silly game with me??"
Nicely done..One may not know your story, but by reading your written pieces, one can perfectly put himself/herself in your shoes and feel how you do
~Kavish~