Stolen innocence of my sweet 16 ★

We all say that the first true love happens at 16, the love we are never gonna forget...

 

 

You wouldn't see me...

I would steal a look from you near the tree,

You were too lost in your world,

I don't blame you, 'cause you didn't know i existed yet

Then out of the blue, came the first 'HI'

The clock striked 2 p.m

Time stopped...

Silenced dominated the place.

Only could i hear our heartbeats occupy the space

Mine, speeding, exceeding yours..

Your next word pierced the tranquility of the atmosphere

Then i knew i just embarked on the most beautiful voyage of my life

It was peaceful...

The clock ticked a life again...

Frozen, yet feverish,

Ordinary, yet stylish,

Excited, yet coyish...

As the calender renewed its pages, this attraction grew stronger

Of each other, we grew fonder

A strange bond was formed

We were in LOVE.

Now that i had you, i didn't care about me..

I knew your bad qualities yet my heart give a damn about it and accepted you,

Our romance shined brightly, spreading its light on everyone...

I was sure it was reciprocal

Because i believed each and every word you uttered

Yes i was a rebel, love didn't exist for me.. its was an absurdity..

Until you showed me the correct way, i'm grateful to you..

I became a darling, yours...

I would hum romantic songs...

Amazed were everyone around me..

''Isn't SHE in love?'', would go so many...

YES, I WAS!!

Proudly, i would display the love sensation.

My life was perfect.

I never felt like this before; passionate desire

We would fight every now and then,

These fights mushroomed our love,

Until...

''I have something to tell you, I've been lying to you since these years''

My heart stopped to beat...

The realm of my true happiness collapsed...

I never felt like this before; treachery

I lost contact with the world

Just one lie ended everything...

This beautiful love that blossomed in these two years, were lies???

This strange chemistry that connected us, were lies???

YOU and ME were only lies???

I can't believe it.. but its true...

You think one lie could end it all??

You think a lie could erase the love that took birth between us??

I believed you, each and every word...

Even the not-so-perfect first kiss,

Even the way you touched me,

Even the 'i love you'

Why did i trust you?

After all, before becoming my everything, you were a stranger, and kids are told not to trust strangers, i did it..

The stupid girl that i was..

A bloody fool, yeah..

You murdered me..

I thought everything was perfect, yeah a perfect fool i was...

I'm sailing in troubled waters now..

Unaware which way to go,

Unaware what next steps to take..

Unaware how to live my life...

I was innocent...

Not anymore...

I lost my innocence..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Reviews

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We all pass through this stage in our lives, and we do consider it as a broken innocence, where our trust got deceived.
I guess those who have gone through this are more aware of what love can bring us to.
You have told a great [personal] love story here, and we can feel how the end was a heart-breaking one.
Well Done!
~Kavish~