He will never

I'm all confused, they want me to forget you, but i don't want...
Everytime, i try to convince them that they are wrong about you, that you are not the bad guy....
You show exactly that they are right, and that again i'm wrong...
How can i fight them?
Who are they?
Are they my inner angels who are telling me to let go of you?
Or
Are they my inner evils who are telling me to make you suffer??
Whoever they are, i can't do what they are telling me to do...
I can't let go of you as you have become part of my life...
Two bodies, but one soul...
I can't make you suffer as we are interconnected...
What should i do??
What can i do??
Damn, it's so hard...
It's like i am walking on a thin line...
It's about to break and there's nothing below it to catch me...
Who will be my saviour??
Who will help me??
Who will be my saviour??
He was my saviour...
My mind keeps telling me he was, is and will be the ultimate saviour of my life..
But reality whispers the only truth...
He will never....

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This is a great, and heart-rending piece

love the last lines, which are really sad:

Who will help me??
Who will be my saviour??
He was my saviour...
My mind keeps telling me he was, is and will be the ultimate saviour of my life..
But reality whispers the only truth...
He will never....

just one thing i wanna say
I know it's damn hard to forget him
but hold on to your friends
they are trying their best to make u smile
what's the use of grieving for someone who tore you apart?
am sure he is moving ahead in life
you should neither stay still, nor go back
your friends are not evils, but angels, who are supporting u in your bad times