My Unwanted Hatered

The anger you brought me,You ate my soul and didn't clean it up.It hurt me that you would
      leave me.You didn't care and you never will.You wanted me to feel the pain.
The hurt that you felt. My heart breaks when I see you. I once loved you,you were my best
     friend. I cried the night you said you hated me. I prayed to god to forgive me.
I want us to be close again. But the more I try you back away. You called me names you
     played hurtful games. You hurt me more and more each day.The pain it still remains.
I cared more then you would ever imagine.You killed me the second you turned the page.
    Why do you hate me so much? What did I do to you? I tried to make things right.
You pulled away from me each time. You left me feeling all alone. You say that you will
     never find a person and hate them more then me. You carried on horrible memories.
You tortured me and played with my heart. You were the closest thing I had. You say
      that you will never leave me on this planet alone.But look at me now.
The things that you told me,they felt so real but now I feel like you lied to me...I want to
      know has it always been like that.Have you ever actually cared about me.
The feeling of happiness you brought to me and then took it all away. It pulls me to the
      Darkside. The side I don't want to be on.I miss you my cousin the one I love more.
Your always playing with me telling me this and that. I turn my head and you mess with my
      emotions. I'm not a toy I'm not a doll. Stop doing this to me. My heart freezes.
You were almost all I had left...but now your gone and I won't ever see you again,
    maybe for the best. Or maybe for the worst.But I still love you.

Reviews

[Zoe Anne]

I really like the way you present your feelings in this poem.
"You killed me the second you turned the page." Awesome line! =D

Well done!

Keep writing! =D