The Strongest Are The Most Broken

Has anybody realized that the strongest can also be the most damaged or broken. You can’t tell that they are actually fragile by there actions but more from their eyes. Does anybody look people in the eye any more. If not then they have no clue what is going on with people the eyes are the window to the soul. Thats how you can tell that the soul is broken or being broken. 

 

We never realize things because we are blinded by our own hope. But when someone flat out tells you that they care about you and love you. You want to believe it but deep down you know something isn’t right. People don’t know how to express their feelings anymore. If you are taken make that clear. If you are unhappy in the relationship your in then get out of the relationship. DO NOT go on knowing that you’ll never be happy. You should ALWAYS put your feelings first not someone else. People need to figure this out now or they will never truly be happy. And thats all anybody wants is love and happiness.

 

Everyone experiences pain at least one. Emotional pain. Whether its a bad break up or someone crushing your soul and pushing you over. We have all experienced it at least once. But the worst Emotional pain is false hope. We want to believe in something so bad that we actually push away reality. In our minds anything can come true but in reality its just a wish. Sometimes that is all you can do is wish that something will happen but the you realize it never will. We get this sense that we are about to achieve what is in our minds but all along you have been getting farther and farther away from you actual goal. No matter what goes on the Strong will always hold their head high and push to get through it. If everyone can heal maybe just maybe their is a sliver of that dream world left.

 

No matter how hard I try I am always able to make things worse or F**k It All Up. I guess what i use to think all the time is true. Its better to be alone than to be with people that make you hate yourself because either you get hurt or you hurt someone else. I had a great day yesterday and then like flicking a switch all that changed. I was getting so close and yet i didn’t realize i was actually so far away. There is a demon inside that i don’t think i can be saved by anyone.

 

But what really hurts the most is that when you were so close but watching someone walk away when you have so much to say. You thought that they had the love for you in their eyes but it was just a figment of your imagination. So i guess its better to be the one that walks away so you can save yourself the most headache that you can. Granted i know that everyone will go through headache but if you can find the upside then maybe you can not be hurt as bad by your own thoughts. Your thought can be your worst nightmare. People may say that i have changed from the person i use to be. But that little girl that was always the strongest person they new is gone.

Reviews

[Evil Duncan]

Pretending to be okay when you're really not. This made me think of a Sting song:

For all those born beneath an angry star
Lest we forget how fragile we are

[BrokenAngel]

I don't think I have ever heard of that song. But the thing is that we all pretend to be okay when we really aren't. Just to make sure the the people we love don't get worried about us.

[Evil Duncan]

Fragile, it's a great song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lB6a-iD6ZOY

[astronaut]

Love this. Because it's so true.