Hopeless Pain

That one moment you realize that everything is ruined. Just because of one person. Your skin turns ice and you realize that your shattering on the inside. There is no one to catch any of the pieces that are coming apart because your all alone. All you want to do is just curl up into a ball and hide from the world because you are being blamed for things that you haven’t even done. You were hoping that he would see you as a different person than his ex but turns out he sees you the same. Maybe its best if you go out into the rain and try to let all your hurt wash away but you know it wont help. Nothing is working anymore. He doesn’t trust you and you know it. It’s the worst hurt that there ever will be. This is the one time that you realize the only person you can rely on is yourself and no one else. He said he wouldn’t leave you but that’s what seems to be happening now and you cant fix it. That’s your life when everything starts to get better things blow up in your face. Maybe it is better to be alone in the dark than have someone that is going to second guess what you do or what your going to do.

 

Reviews

[Neytri]

It feels as if someone is reading out my story. I'm overwhelmed.
Great job.

[Scott Thompson]

You just described LIFE..."One moment you bathe in the sunshine and the next you are shattered against the rocks. What shows your strength is what you do when the storm comes"...I see strength in your writing. Keep it honest AND keep it coming! Great job

[Evil Duncan]

Is that a quote from The Count of Monte Cristo?

[Scott Thompson]

You got it! That's amazing all by itself

[astronaut]

ridiculously relatable. much love.