Chapter One: Regular Day

Isabella-Hope has a very difficult life with her mother being a drunk, father being a drugie, her step father being abusive, and her boyfriend moving away. *more inside*

Authors Note: Hello, I'm BruisedSkies. Let me tell you a bit about myself before I get on with the story. I am fifteen years old and therefore a teenager, so all my stories will be rated T. If they have strong content that may harm the weak (or less mature) I will put warnings up. Alright, now that we understand each other.

 

This story is rated T, it has some mature content such as rape, physical abuse, drug abuse, and self abuse. If you are not strong/mature enough to read that kind of material, please move on.

 

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Summary: Isabella-Hope has a very difficult life with her mother being a drunk, father being a drugie, her step father being abusive, and her boyfriend moving away. Will all of this finally just be enough for the teen and will she finally just give up? Or can one guy make all the difference in her life?

 

Our Teenage Years

1. Regular Day

 

I get awoken by the sun’s rays shining in on my face. I slowly open my eyes and take a glance at my clock, 6:20 AM. I groin and roll over hoping that I could get another 40 minutes of sleep before I had to get up and get ready for school at 9. But luck was against me as I heard one of my daughters start to cry. I got out of bed and went down the hall to my youngest daughter’s room, Hallie. I opened the door revealing her sitting on her single-sized princess bed bawling her eyes out and hugging her teddy bear for dear life. “What’s wrong Hal?” I asked in a soothing voice as I walked over to my 15 month old daughter. “I had an accident,” she said as she looked up at me with her big brown eyes that were filled with tears. I squat down to her level and gave her a hug, “It’s alright sweetheart. You can get a bath while mommy gets ready for school.” I said to her as she cried into my shoulder. I picked her up and brought her into my bathroom that was located in my bedroom. “Stay here while I go get your sister,” I said to her as I put her down on the floor and started running the water. She nodded and I went into the next room from mine where my oldest daughter, Isabelle was.

 

“Belle it’s time to get up sweetheart!” I said lightly shaking the little girl. “No! I’m tired,” she said causing me to laugh. “C’mon Belle, you can go pick out your clothes okay?” I asked her picking her up out of her single sized princess bed. The little girl sighed and ran off into her walk in closet. She came back out with her mini jean skirt, black leggings, light green T, and a black vest. “Okay get dressed and I’ll be in the other room,” I told her and she replied with “I’m hungry,”

 

"Okay. I got to go get your sister then I’ll make you some cereal.” I told her as she got dressed and put on the Disney channel.

 

I went back over to my bathroom and Hallie was standing up next to the bathtub that was now filled with water. I lifted her into the bathtub and let her splash around in the water while I did my hair. I straightened my naturally curly hair and put it up into a braided bun. “You look pretty mommy,” Hallie said to me as I helped her wash herself and took her out of the bathtub. “Thank you sweetie.” I said giving her a kiss on the cheek, “What are you going to wear today?” I asked her as we went into her bedroom. She shrugged her shoulders and ran into her walk in closet coming out with a brown pair of sweats and a pink Niagara Falls T. I smiled at the little girl as she started to dress herself and got tangled in her shirt. “Do you want some help hun?” I asked her, “No! Me do it myself!” she said which made me laugh at how determined the little girl was. “Alright. Mommy will go get ready for school then,” I told her before I went out the door and down to my bedroom.

 

My room was small compared to Belle or Hallie’s rooms, but big enough to do what I had to do in it. I walked in and grabbed my make up case applying my black eyeliner and mascara. Then I went to the closet and got a cute purple tank with a pink butterfly and a pink mini skirt. “Mommy I’m ready!” Hallie said coming into the room. I smiled at the little girl that got dressed all by herself. “Okay, come in and mommy will do your hair,” I said to her and she nodded skipping in the room and over to my bed. I plugged in the flat iron and the curling iron to get hot. “I’m going to go get your sister don’t touch the irons while I’m gone. Just watch some TV.” I said to Hallie as I put on the Disney Channel and out blasted “Best of both worlds” by Hannah Montana. “Hannie Montanie!” Hallie said jumping up and down. I smiled and kissed her forehead, “Yeah!” I said and I went out into Belle’s bedroom.

 

“Hey squirt! C’mon I’m going to do your hair and then were going to get some breakfast,” I said to her as she was watching TV. “Okay. Mum,” she said and ran out the door and down the hall to my bedroom.

 

“Whole wheat! No crust! 5 dollars in a bag!” Treasea Russo said on the show Wizards of Waverly place that was on the TV. “Weasies!” Hallie said from my bed, “Come watch sissy!” she added and I smiled at her. “Belle will watch from the chair honey,” I said to her as her 7 year old sister sat on my swivel chair so she could still see the TV. “I want big curls!” Belle said jumping into the chair I laughed at her as I put the curling iron through the little girl’s hair. It took me about five minutes to do her hair and after her I did her sisters.

 

“What do you two want for breakfast?” I asked them as we walked down the stairs to the kitchen which smelled like burnt toast. “Waffles!” they both said at the same time, a thing they did a lot of the time. I laughed at their enthusiasm and watched as they skipped hand in hand into the living room. I followed them so I could put on the TV for them and saw my mother passed out on the couch as always. “Is nanny okay?” Hallie asked, she looked like she was about to burst out into tears. I sighed, “Yes sweetie nanny is just in a deep sleep,” I said to her as I got the TV remote and put on the Disney Channel. The girls sat up in the love seat together and started to watch the show so I went back to the kitchen where my step father was waiting for me.

 

“Good morning Bella,” he said as he leaned against the counter. I nodded my head and put four waffles in the toaster. “Be home by six tonight, my mother and father are coming in and we are going to bring the children over to see them,” Phil said and I nodded once again, “Yes father,” I said and he came over to me and captured my lips into a forced kiss. “Have a good day princess.” He said in a mocking tone then disappeared downstairs. Stupid b*****d. He thinks he is the ruler of everything, he thinks he is the big boss of the world, or at least just me.

 

He isn’t even my biological father, my biological father’s name is Charlie Swan and he is a drugie. So back when my mother gave a damn about me she took me away from him and we lived on our own right next door to Jasper (Phil's nehew). But when mom met Phil everything went downhill. This was when I was seven years old. First off Phil beats the s**t out of both of us which leads my mother into drinking which leaves me out in the open for Phil to do what ever the f**k he wants with me. Live isn’t fair. But for me the beatings didn’t start until I was 10, but I was forced to watch my mother be beaten every single night. That was my life.

 

Life got even harder 7 years and 11 months ago when my mother got pregnant with Phil’s baby. I wasn’t about to let a poor defenceless baby come into the world with two parents that couldn’t give a f**k about her, so I took her in and raised her. Well at first I didn’t because I was just a child myself. But when I turned eleven I relized that it isn’t a life for a poor baby so I started to take care of her. At the time she was two-years-old. I didn’t want my baby sister to have to watch her mother drink herself to death, I didn’t want her to see her big sister and think of what her father does to her, I didn’t want that life for my baby sister, so I changed it. Even though I was still a child myself I grew up fast for my baby sister’s sake and for my own sake. It took a while but by the age of 4 she finally called me mum. She is now 7 years and 1 month old and her name is Isabelle-Ann.

 

But the story doesn’t stop there; 2 years ago I got pregnant with Phil’s baby one of the many times he raped me. That little girl is now fifteen months old and her name is Hallie-Hope Isabella. Both girls will never know who their true father is and Isabelle will never know her true mother, unless I think they can handle it when they are older. So that is why life isn’t fair. I don’t in anyway want two kids at the age of sixteen but I have no choice, sure I could of gave them up for adoption but what good would of that been? They would have been with strangers for their whole life wondering what their biological parents where and what they were like. But I don’t have that much trouble because Phil and his family are stinking rich, that is the only thing he is good for really. So whatever I need I just use the bank card he gave me, at least he was nice enough to give me a bank card with a million dollars on it.

 

“Mummy is the waffles done yet?” Belle asked taking me out of my trance. “Uh yes honey, sorry,” I said to her as I took the waffles out of the toaster spreading cheese wiz over two of them. “That stuff is yucky!” she exclaimed sitting up in the chair as I placed one of the non cheese wiz waffles in front of her. “Hallie come get your breakfast,” I said my voice a little higher then what it normally is. “YUMMY WAFFLIES!” Hallie shouted running into the kitchen with her arms up in the air, I laughed at her and lifted her up into the chair next to her sister where a waffle was waiting for her. “Alright when you are done eating go brush your teeth,” I told them as I put my Marine Biology text book in my bag and printed off my English project. “Me brush tooths!” I heard Hallie say in the other room and she ran into the bathroom. I laughed at her and grabbed my cropped jean jacket putting it on.

 

"Beep, beep," comes the sound of my step cousin Jasper's car. "Uncle Jasper is here to get us kids so hurry, hurry," I say to the girls as they finish brushing their teeth. I put on their sweaters and pick Hallie up and take Belle's hand while putting my flip flops on and getting Belle to take their shoes in her hand. I run down the paved driveway to the blue Mercedes and put Hallie in her car seat and Belle got into the back seat next to her sister. I sit in the passenger’s seat, roll down the window a little, and put my feet up on the dashboard. "Morning," I said glumly to Jasper, I just remembered we have a huge English test and I never studied.

 

"Good morning. Good morning kids how are we this morning?" He asked pleasantly as he started the engine and backed out of the driveway.

 

"Okay." the girls replied and I just stared at him, "Stop at Tim Horton’s, I need coffee." I said to him as we drove down the highway.

 

"Sure, I was headed there anyway mom was driving everyone crazy so I skipped the kitchen." He said with a soft chuckle, Jasper’s mom Esme is pure evil. If the devil crossed her path he would turn around and run off, no wonder Phil is related to her. I can’t believe Jasper can be in such a good mood In the morning of all the times of day there is.

 

"Of course. My mom was... er... Sleeping again," I said to him. Really she was knocked out cold but I wasn't about to let the kids know that. Jasper knows about my mom being a drunk but he don’t know why and he never will. After all Phil is Jasper’s uncle.

"Oh I see. Sweeties do you want a snack for snack time like a cookie or something?" He asked the girls in the back seat with a smile on his face.

 

"Okay." Hallie said with a smile on her face.

 

"I’ll have a double chocolate cookie please Uncle Jasper,” Belle said looking out the window.

 

“Okay... I should have guessed you love chocolate." He said he seemed in a good mood and I just stared at him. "What?" He asked me when he caught me stare.

 

"What's with you and your happy mood?" I asked as we pulled up to the Tim Horton’s drive thru, with our luck there was a huge line up of cars.

 

"I don’t know I’m away from my mum which is good and well god knows I shouldn’t be happy because my grandmother and grandfather are moving into the house and they are crazy. But anyways." He said sounding a bit confused. I pity him for having to live where all the evil started, Grandma and Grandpa Cullen. I’m forced to call them that even though they are nothing to me.

 

"Cool, I guess." I said to him as he drove up to the intercom. "Welcome to Tim Horton’s. What will it be?" the person inside asked.

 

"Two double doubles, two double chocolate cookies, and a blueberry muffin." He said

"Okay your total comes to eight dollars and sixty-four cents please drive through to the window." she said and he drove to the next window, got the things and we were on our way. He was sipping on his coffee and eating the muffin while driving down the road, staring the car with the back of his hand. "Would you like some muffin?" He asked me when we stopped at a red light.

 

“Sure," I said leaning over and taking a bite of his muffin.

 

After about ten minutes we arrived at the daycare "All right we are here." He said getting out of the car and opening the car door for me, “Thanks,” I said to him getting out and getting Hallie.

 

“Belle you stay here and lock the doors okay? Mum and Uncle Jasper will be back in a few minutes,” I said to my daughter and she nodded locking her door.

 

I closed the car door and walked into the daycare with Jasper and Hallie in my arms. Once I put her down she went over and wrapped her arms around Jasper’s neck and he gave her a big hug. He kissed her forehead which was returned with a very sloppy kiss and a little laugh followed by her skipping in the room to a little boy.

 

"Wow. Boys already!" I joked to Jasper watching her chase the little boy around the play table.

 

"It seems harmless enough but just wait until she’s our age and a bit younger." Jasper smiled while the new daycare person came towards us.

 

"Yes, can I help you?" I asked her as she came closer to us, all the new daycare in turns usually come towards me and insult me about what I wear.

 

"Oh no well not really it is what I can do for you." She replied in a preppy happy tone she was beaming at me and Zeke. It’s always what they can do for you isn’t it?

I just looked at her with an eye brow cocked but sighed and gave in, "Fine. What can you do for us?"

 

"Well I see you have a beautiful little girl so it must be challenging to afford this daycare so if you were willing to donate some canned food every week like say two cans than we would knock of say fifteen dollars off what we charge you." She said sounding proud, proud of what? With fifteen dollars off of the price it’s still two hundred and fifteen dollars.

 

"Thanks. But I get by just fine thank you very much," I said as Hallie came over and gave me a kiss and a hug. "Bye Hal. I'll pick you up after school or work," I said to her and she skipped off back to the little boy.

 

"Oh okay than, have a good day but may I say just one more thing?" she asked politely.

"Yeah. Shoot and don't worry I heard it all before." I said looking down at my clothes thinking she was going to say something about the way I dress like most adults do.

"Oh it is nothing bad it is just I was watching you guys as you came in and I just wanted to say by far you two are the most beautiful and cutest couple I ever saw you can see the chemistry and that little girl is adorable. I can see where Hallie gets her looks from she has his big brown eyes his nose and mouth and his ears." she said sweetly than she ran off because two kids were fighting.

 

"That was... weird," I said as we headed out the door.

 

"Umm yeah that was the weirdest conversation or rambling I ever heard." He mumbled as we got into his car. Belle was asleep on the backseat. I shook my head and put my hand on her forehead to see if she was warm which she was. I sighed, "I think she has a fever,"

 

Jasper looked back as he was putting his seatbelt on, "that's not good, I hope she isn't getting what Rosalie got!" Rosalie was Jasper's sister.

 

"Me too," I said quietly, Jasper brushed my bang out of my face, "She'll be fine,"

 

"Yeah. Are your ready for the big English test?" I asked him changing the subject and taking out some English notes from my bag.

 

"Yeah I think so well I hope so I was studying for hours every night this week." He said starting up the car and backing out onto the road.

 

"Wow. No wonder you got better marks then I do," I thought out loud flipping through the pages of my notebook.

 

"Hey, you have two little adorable girls to take care of. You know any time you want a babysitter for any reason even if it is for study, I would be more than happy to take care of them." He said as he finished his coffee.

 

"I know but I can do it on my own Jasper. I have to be able to." I said to him flipping another page of the damn book. I believe that if I decided to take care of Hallie and Isabelle, I should be the one to take care of them.

 

"Hey, I admire you for that but you need a break every now and then and there is nothing wrong with accepting help it can’t be easy. I don’t mind I love playing with them." He said smiling at me. For the record he is right. It isn’t easy, it’s hard to deal with school, Phil, and kids but I have to be able to do it. Because if I can’t, I fail and if I fail I’m leaving my daughters in the hands of Phil and his evil ways.

 

"I got it under control. Plus you would probably never get them to sleep," I said as we pulled into the school's parking lot.

 

"Look I know you have a biology test coming up and I don’t so let me baby sit them for a few hours everyday until than so you can study for it. Then this weekend why don’t I take them for the whole day or a night even so you can take a break it would do you the world of good what do you say?" he asked as he parked the car at our high school.

"I don't know Jasper, It's not that I don't trust you but I just don't know. Motherhood isn't something you can just take a break of it's a life long commitment. I can handle school, work, and the kids if I couldn't I would of dropped out long ago," I said to him lifting a sleeping Isabelle up into my arms. “I’m going to see if Nurse Henderson can watch her until the end of school.” I said to myself but I saw Jasper nod and go on to saying, "Yeah I get that and I know that but there is no law that says when someone offers to give you a little you break that you can’t take the offer. Look you are the most amazing and wonderful mum I could ever picture. You work extremely hard to make things work, but it doesn’t make you a bad mum for taking a little break. You will be energized, more relaxed and will be able to take more stress after a break. You are the best I don’t know very many people that would be able to do what you do; I just want to give you a break and a surprise that you deserve." He said as I dropped Belle off to the Nurses office to sleep.

 

"Thank you for the complements and opportunity. But I still don't know it's not like I have anything to do. Even if I do study for the test it will only take a few hours and I'm not stressed!" I lied walking to my locker trying to get him to leave me alone.

 

“Okay, but what if I told you that if you decided to take my offer that you would be going to a spa and getting like I don’t know what ever you do there for the whole day it includes meals and a room." He said as he got his books out of his locker.

 

“I would say please tell me it's refundable. I'm late for class I'll talk to you later,” I said walking away from him towards Chemistry. I hate spas what is the point? It’s not relaxing when I would just be worring about what the kids are doing.

 

“oh my," I heard him mumble as he walked to his class in the opposite direction.

"Yeah," I said rolling my eyes and going to my class.

 

Before I knew it it was lunch time. I walked into the Cafe and went to my normal table, Jasper wasn't there yet so I just sat down and waited for him. Not too long after I sat down Jasper came over and sat down on the chair across from me. "I'm going to kill him!" he said.

 

"What's wrong with Mr. grumpy pants?" I asked as I opened my novel from English.

 

"Well girls won’t leave me alone and they are driving me crazy." He moaned putting his head in his hands.

 

"Are you gay?" I asked looking at him suspicious.

 

"No! God no! I just well don’t like being trampled and the last thing I want to talk about is me being naked." I said as he slowly ate his sandwich.

 

I laughed, "I heard," someone in the boys locker room snapped a picture of him 100% nude and sent it to the hole school.

 

"You heard?" he said "I think everyone heard and like I say about one third or more of the girls saw." He groaned.

 

"You poor thing," I said sarcastically.

 

"Humph... Oh well it'll die down soon... I hope. Oh by the way my mom called and well I thought I should warn you that you have to come to my house for a welcome party." He said as he ate the rest of his sandwich.

 

"I don’t give a f**k that your grandparents are coming, but Phil told me earlier," I said matter of factly.

 

"Yeah, don’t shoot the messenger! I was quoting them. Are you angry with me?" He asked as he started to eat an apple.

 

"No. It's not you." I said, it wasn’t him at all. It was Phil my great step dad, yeah f*****g right. I sighed loudly as my boyfriend, James came over.

 

"Okay, just checking," He said as he gave me that look which asked me if I wanted him to leave.

 

I rolled my eyes at him and James sat next to me. "Hey," we said at the same time which made us laugh.

 

"What’s up? Jasper, I heard about it dude. Now you can sleep with any chick you want! You’re the man." He said happily and raising his hand to him.

 

"I don’t roll like that I go for more of the personality." He said as he finished his apple juice.

 

"Well what ever makes you happy man but the physical stuff is good too got a girl yet?" He asked.

 

"No not yet," Zeke mumble quietly.

 

"Okay, you can stop talking about girls other then me at any time now!" I mocked in my fake jealous voice, with a wide smile on my face.

 

"Sorry babe, you know you are the only one for me don’t be jealous." He said smugly.

 

"I don’t think she is jealous I think she is annoyed!" Jasper said to him as he left the table only to be surrounded by some girls.

 

"He is so uptight," I said getting up as well and climbing onto James' lap.

 

"Yeah, I don’t blame the guy he has had a really rough day," James said kissing my cheek.

 

"I saw the picture, thanks to whoever sent it to the hole school." I said trying not to laugh.

 

"Oh you saw the picture? Whatever you do don't let him know that." He said, "But that isn't half of what happened, there were these three guys, neither went to our school but one of them he called Uncle Phil, and he took him by the arm and basically dragged him out into the showers where no one was. I followed them cause I didn't like how they looked and Jasper looked scared. They put the showers on for noise I guess and they... beat him up real bad, I'm surprised the dude can walk!"

 

"Please don't continue," I said my voice no more then a whisper, tears coming to my eyes

 

"Hey, hey honey don't cry," he said tightening his grip on me and kissing my forehead.

 

"Sorry," I said my voice in a mere whisper, tears escaping my eyes.

 

“Shhhhh, why don’t you go talk to Zeke? I mean you too seem very close and after what happened he might be thinking god only knows what,” James whispered into my ear.

"I know exactly how that would feel," I said to myself getting a weird look from him. I shook my head and left the café.

 

After school I saw Jasper sitting on his car cross legged staring out to space, his eyes were puffy and it looked like he was crying.

 

"You okay?" I asked him going over to the car and putting my bag and a sleeping Belle into the car. I then went over to him and gave him a hug which he returned.

 

"I guess it is just been a really bad day. I can’t wait to go home." He said.

 

“Jas you know you can tell me anything right?” I said sitting up on his car next to him and he just nodded.

 

“I have sprit squad so do you think you could pick up Hallie for me?” I asked, if he didn’t want to talk I couldn’t make him.

 

"Yeah sure, I’ll bring them to my place and get Rose to dress them up nice for my Grandparents and see you later,” he said giving me another hug which I returned and before he let me go he said, “Stay safe.”

 

I nodded and headed back to the school for practice. After which James came to get me. I looked at the time, it was almost six. “We have to hurry back to my house!” I said in a hurry kissing him on the cheek, locking hands, and fast walking towards the parking lot.

 

"What wrong with you?" James asked keeping pase with me.

 

"Nothing, I just need to be home for six," I said.

 

He nodded and then his phone rang. He listened for a few minutes then he spoke into it in a harsh voice, "Mum that is so not fair you said......but....I can handle it I swear... I have a girlfriend...what tomorrow are you serious but...thanks for nothing." He said than he hung up the phone.

 

"What did your mom want?" I asked him.

 

"Well you see the thing Is, well there is no easy way to say this, my parents are getting a divorce because mum found out that he has been beating me my whole life. She is going to Japan tomorrow, she said I could stay with my grandparents two months ago but now she is making me move too." he said looking down at his feet.

 

"What?" I said stopping in my tracks looking up at him with tears coming out of my eyes.

"Yeah, it totally sucks. I mean I survive this long, I put up with it getting twice the beatings so my sister wouldn’t go through hell. He even raped me a few dozen times and I don’t want to see him. I want him dead, I hate my life when I go home. When I’m in school I can pretend that my life is normal, that my father is just a good guy.” He said as tears fell from his eyes

 

I didn't say anything, I just ran in the opposite direction. Tears clouded in my eyes which make me trip and fall down a flight of stairs. "Damn." I said holding my arm.

 

"Oh my god! Are you ok? I wouldn’t have told you if I thought you would react like that. I am okay really, I learned to live with it and I go to a councillor to help me." he started to curse and fusing over my arm.

 

"I'm fine James. I need to get home." I said standing up, “I’m sorry for reacting like that but I really need you to take me home,”

 

"You are not leaving until the nurse sees your arm. Than I will take you home promise." He replied

 

"That could take forever, my arm is fine. I can move my fingers it's not broke," I said to him moving my figures.

 

"Ugh, look I know Phil abuses you don’t deny it I never said anything cause I understand. So I will walk you right in the house and tell Phil everything than if he wants to beat someone for you being late he can beat me until he passes out." He said while checking his watch.

 

"I won't let him do that, plus if he wants someone to punch around he just uses mom..." I said trailing off.

 

"I can take it, my dad is way bigger than yours. Besides you fell down a flight of stairs I just want to make sure your ok after all it is my fault." He said as he met my eyes slowly.

"I'm fine! I got way more done to me before. Please take me home." I said my eyes and voice pleading.

 

"Huh, you are so stubborn man Jasper was right more than I would have believed! Well fine, come on than." he said sounding a bit frustrated.

 

"Thank you,” I said kissing his cheek.

 

"Can I ask you something?" he asked quietly.

 

I took a deep breath, "Yeah,"

 

"It is about Jasper, is he your actual cousin as in blood?" He asked keeping his expression blank.

 

"No, you know that. Jasper is my step cousin," I said, "Why do you ask?"

 

"Well don’t get mad at me okay? It isn’t just me that thinks it keep that in mind." he said nervously

 

"You think were to close?" I said in a obvious tone of voice. I heard it many times before.

"Well no I think it is sweet he is your best friend and to tell you the truth your his but that isn’t what I wanted to say and that isn’t all people think and say." he said in a rush

"Then what?" I asked getting annoyed

 

"Well they think you guys are more than best friends. Everyone says that you guys are perfect for each other. At first I didn’t believe them until I started to hang with him and man you guys would be great for each other don’t get mad." he said in a hurry. I can’t believe my boyfriend just said that!

 

"He is my best friend James! I don't think about him like that. Do you really think I'm the type of girl that will lead a guy on?" I asked getting pissed now.

 

"no I am sure he knows you guys are just friends, in fact that is the first thing he says when people talk about you and him then he laughs and goes on his merry way than a few girls flirt and he is polite to them." He said in a defensive tone.

 

"I'm talking about you Einstein. Not Jasper." I said.

 

"No I don’t think that, though I can’t help but see it I know you like me and I’m crazy about you but let’s face it how can we continue seeing each other once I leave. I won’t be coming back." he said sadly.

 

“I no, I guess we should brake up.” I said sadly tears falling out of my eyes.

 

“I don’t want to either honey, I love you.” He said we were now in my driveway.

 

“But it’s for the best James,” I said quietly kissing him like I’ve never kissed him before.

 

"I'll call you later," I said as I broke off the kiss, tears were coming out of his eyes as well.

 

"Yea bye." he said and I got out the car. The tears were still leaving my eyes and I was a half hour late but I guess I will live.

Author's Note

Thank you for reading my first chapter, please review and subscribe for more, I'm also looking for a beta, please help, as you can see I need you! =)

Reviews

[Alex Thomas]

The tossing of too many unfortunate characters in one place makes the story seem unrealistic. The writing style itself was pretty good. Also you took every single name from Twilight and it drove me insane throughout the story. Try creating some of your own names. It'll make the story more original.