A need, to be a need.

You could say I have daddy problems, hell you could say I have mommy problems too. I could use that to justify  why Im so fucked up, my craving for attention, my need to be a need my yearning to provide to someone, thw high of a physical addiction. Or maybe I'm just fucked up beyond my own repair. Hurting myself, for your benefit. Self destructing because I'm too weak to live. Hating myself, because I can love no one  else. So maybe i'm fucked up beyond all repair, but maybe, maybe I just needed someone there.