i miss you

I miss you would be a lot easier to admit if I knew why, The longing for you doesn't have to welcome itself anymore, its still renting a room in my heart,draining me from every other need, stealing all my normal desires, and holding my thoughts hostage. The pul towards you wont ease, not even the slightest, it isnt fair my heart is stuck all tangled up, lying in the ring while yours walks away without any bruises, I know what kept you at arms length, and why your words wont admit any of how you felt, but im tired of waiting, replaying the same things in my head, and asking myself the same questions. So until the universe catches up ill say your goobye for you. The one I always deserved to hear, and the one you were always to scared to say.