They're the choices ive made.

This is how it came out on paper. And this is how they will stay.

There's nothing left to say, Nothing left to salvage.

At least i can say i tried, I can never wonder what if.

Ive been left in the dark, scuffling around to find the light to leave on for you.

Your are everywhere but here

I still feel you, you wont let me be.

I cant go on living a lie that keeps erupting under my feet.

With every step i take, i only find you there in the distance.

Waiting to break me down.

Keeping me under you for your own self assurance that you aren't going unloved.

We know the end is near, post cards sent from the future telling us this wont last.

If i could only break these ties

So we can leave us in the past

Its sad to know the truth that this was all for nothing

An undying affliction that keeps opening these same old wounds to press down the salt

So i can feel you once again.

Telling me you're here, but you're far too gone, Too far for me to save what we had.

I'm the puppet you like to play with, when you're too lonely to say your want for me has disappeared.

Like i thief in the night,

I'm deprived from who i use to call mine.