college party

someone in an classroom

who I didn’t know before

gave me this dumb address 

so I showed up at the door

and there’s a drunken teenage child

already passed out on the floor

and I just do not think 

I’ll go to these parties anymore

the beer is warm

the bodies hot 

And I am not

I can’t stop sweating

And I have so many problems

that I’m hell bent on forgetting

pass another

pass my brother

because we all are equal here

shitfaced in a stranger's living room

choking back another beer

please don’t tell my mother

that I’m here at 1 AM

because I know I’m failing chemistry

so this won’t make any sense

but I hate all my friends it’s true

maybe I'll find new ones tonight

playing beer pong 

smoking a bong

somewhere deep in the south side

There’s a boy here that I like

But I don’t want to say hi

Because I don’t want to find out

He’s just like any other guy

Who comes to parties

Where there’s girls

I know he’s after sex

And maybe 

I’ll be one, one day

But right now I think I’m better off

alone

In someone else’s home

Drinking all their alcohol

And sent to the streets to roam

alone

I’ll find my way back

Stumbling in my see-through shirt

in the midnight too dark pitch black

Somehow I’ll make it work

but I’m 

alone

alone

alone

I swear I’ll end every night alone

I’ll be alone

And for right now I guess it’s fine

Yeah I know

I know I know

If I came here in the morning

I’d bet it’ll be a mess

With puke covered carpets

and torn straps from a party dress

But that’s not on my mind right now

Tonight is all we’ve got

Because if it’s this or take the bullet

Then c’mon lets take shots

Someone in a classroom 

who I might never see again

gave me a ticket inside

and introduced me to his friend

who was a stoner

can't hide his boner

only attention he'll be paid

while all the freshman boys

give $5 just to get laid

There is sweat

there is steam

people saying names at the door

I just do not think 

I'll go to these parties anymore