She Didn't Mean To, But Oh She Did

This poem is something I wrote during a hard period in my life when I was younger.

She didn't mean to,

but oh she did.

She starts to feel regret,

as one by one the bruises form,

the scratches bleed,

and the tears fall.

The girls eyes look at hers.

Why? they ask her.

Why?

Well, because she had to.

She didn't mean to,

but oh she did.

And now the shame starts to fill her,

like a sponge soaking water,

making tears on her own eyes.

She didn't mean to,

but oh she did.

And along with regret come relief

And is that a touch of happiness??

She had to let it out,

and so she did.

She didn't mean to,

but oh she did.

And now that girl is gone.

Safe from her hateful and evil heart.

Now what??

She didn't mean to,

but oh she did.

And now the anger is building up!

It wants to be released,

but oh!

She cant let it out,

she wont!

Now it's growing bigger!

Its eating at her,

Nagging to come out,

RIPPING, TEARING, SHREDDING!

SHE CANT HANDLE IT!

IT HURTS SO MUCH!

SHE IS ABOUT TO....

She didn't mean to,

but oh she did.

And now she screams, she yells,

She thrashes around.

Hitting, biting scratching...falling

Until everything is in a haze.

She didn't mean to, 

but oh she did.

She feels regret as her own bruises form,

the scratches bleed,

and the tears fall.

She didn't mean to,

but oh she did.

She hurt one girl,

But then she was safe.

How else to let out such anger,

Except to yourself??

I didn't mean to,

but oh I did.