YOU WILL BE MINE

Ok, well, I guess,

This entire idea

This entire mess of hearts

This succumbed show of stars

This entire thing that has been such a mess.

Perhaps, maybe, I don’t know

Someday things will change

Someday in this theater of life

Within our hearts

Within our minds

Our own love will finally be allowed to grow….

 

…. Once my heart explodes within my being

Everyone might realize the extent of my love for you

Maybe once I die for you,

Everyone will stop making us limit our love…

 

…Our love is a plant that needs the love of the sun and soothing lush water

With so many obstacles in the way

How will it grow and finally bloom that beautiful rose of love

That red, red rose that booms from a well nourished love

What can I do?

I try my hardest

I push my way through

I kill myself

I stab myself in the heart

To prove to everyone that I love you so much.

So, why

Why is it so hard for them to see?

I don’t want to be that negative person

That person that sits on the side of my bed

Every late night

With my head in my hands

Trying to stop my tears of frustration

Stop my heart and mind for just a few hours

Stop my longing for just one minute

Just so I may sleep for one millisecond.

For once I want to sleep with wholeness

With inner peace

Within myself

Eternal rest that lasts for six hours

For once I want to get her out of my head

For once I want to fall asleep

Knowing that everything will be better tomorrow…

 

…Why will you let them control our love

Why do you let so many interfere with our bond of love

Why cant you just see that we need each other more than they know

More than anyone wants…

 

…If things cant turn into that blooming flower

Then I feel we shall call it quits so I may try to heal my heart once more

Try to be free of all those who tell me I’m the negative one

So I can try to be the fun one, once more

But, to tell you the truth,

Even if we call it quits

I wouldn’t be able to stop thinking of you

I wouldn’t be able to heal

I wouldn’t be able to stop this clock of love you’ve wound up

So, therefore, I will never be able to end this

I’ll never be able to get off this road I walk on

I need you….

 

…I love you…

 

… those three words,

Words I wish at times I never discovered

But on a regular basis, I’m a proud man to know of them

I’m happy to be your man

Through all the nightmares of hell

Through all the cloudy nights

Through all the sleepless dreams

I know you are there for me

I know you feel those same three words…

 

…I

That one lettered word that can mean so much

And is so powerful in any sentence…

 

…Love

That second word that can be a double sided sword

That word that everyone loves to hate

That word that everyone searches for in their life

That word we all want to endure within…

 

…You

That last word that is really the very first priority in the entire sentence

You, you are the one for me

That is the love that shines

You, the word that brings out that love within…

 

…For

I

Love

You…

 

… you are the very starlight in my eyes

You are the very sun that shines upon my back

Keeping me warm in a chilly morning

You are the moon that slowly, sleeplessly rolls over my head

Like a shining diamond just waiting to be fitted

You are the one of my life

You are going to be my wife

You, are the one I love

You are the very grass that sings its song to me when the wind blows

You are the very night that I look forward to

You are the very poems that are within my mind

You are the one that guides my fingers when I play my song

You are the love that keeps me awake at night

You are the one

You are my love

You are my life

You are mine

You are the love that shines

You will be my wife.

Reviews

[x]

very beautiful. It's a torture to read, it's so full of passion for the one you love..
And there's a perfect ending...

It's a writhe, it's love, it's a plead but mostly...it's forthright, direct and very masculine. You capture the spirit of your feelings beautifully.

[Brian Kraklau]

I know much

[guiltyascharged]

Oh my Gods. I love this! It's the description of my whole situation! I wonder, are you the one who knows?