5%A Poem by Bria Si'moneI get mad when the world tries not to reciprocate in the form of bad friends
I guess I'm too God-like. I'm in a love affair with man.
He breaks my heart, he lets me down, but I still give what I can. A n***a tries. If I'm the s**t then that makes you the flies. In my grill. Can never hold me down but when money come round' you down to chill. How you think that makes a n***a feel? I'm Forreal. I still struggle eventhough I'm blessed. Tryin to help everyone I know leaves me stressed. Sometimes I wonder why I bother. I should just pick up and disappear like my father. He might've had it right. I don't want to see the downfall of man, so I fight, but why? You see, a n***a try. But b*****s can't say 'thank you' or be there and that makes a n***a cry. So never forget when I tell you that I'm done with y'all, that you were the inspiration for my dream-shattered downfall PART TWO: Carry on like I'm not here. Carry on. But don't look up all surprised when I'm gone. Don't try to keep me, pretending to give a f**k. Always looking around for the next corner to cut. You cut mine again and you gonna need some luck Cuz I'm tired. All my listening capacity has expired. All I do for you just goes about muted. Then you wonder who got me lookin sideways; You did But it's all chill. All it takes is a selfish b***h for this friendship to be killed And I slayed it. You ditched me for carry-out, but I paid it cuz I was faded Now I'm sober. But still drunk enough to tell your a*s that it's over. So that empty chair in the corner from where I used to stare is now bare. Go tell all them n****s why I'm no longer there... © 2015 Bria Si'mone |
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Added on April 14, 2015 Last Updated on April 14, 2015 Tags: #angry, #real, #dissappointment AuthorBria Si'moneWashington, DCAboutJust asking and answering questions as they come to me. As simple and as complex as possible more..Writing
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