I am the Fool

I am such a fool to believe you know better then this beating heart of mine.

I am but a reckless fool.
Clinging so desperately to you as though you know something great.
But you are just as foolish as I am.
And I fear more then anything the time we spend together.
You have driven me to near death many times.
The pain holds no value to you as do my tears.
So you can so easily toss me aside like trash I don't care anymore.
If my happiness means so little to you
That you can break me down like this well then maybe I was right
And maybe I don't matter but neither do you.
For we are the same type of fool one bound to fall.
And our mistakes bind us to this fatal hour of pain.
And what we decided in the end will make up who we are.
Death,Death,Death.
Hopefully it shall come swiftly in the night for you and I.
And if we part let these words be my final goodbye.

Or if it is filled with pain I wouldn't mind.

We have both earned a pained death have we not?

Aren't we both awful to the core.

I don't mind losing myself so long as I can die with him.

But these are not the words you long for. 

And I can tell you hate him.

But he is all I have so I shall forget your hurtful words

Until my next problem when you make me leave him.

And I fall apart.

Can this knife cut deeper then your words?

Can it undo this pain?

Can you fix my broken heart?

I didn't think so my friend.

Allow me please to fall insane for him.

And in time allow me to die by his side not yours.

But if this does not please you my friend.

And you are still filled with anger at him so be it.

I am willing to leave the only man who makes me happy.

If you dislike him that much.

Author's Note

Yeah...I'm a little ummm upset if you will

Reviews

[Call Me Blu]

I like this. For some reason I find it easier to get through dark and cynical poems than lovey dovey ones ;) I like how this sounds even in my head, and it's not hard to read. Some poems use so much wording, the meaning gets lost in translation. This disn't leave me wanting more, but rather I wanted to imagine the rest. Love how I can tell it comes from the heart as well. Very good.