Pain resulting to cutting.

Everything is intruded by pain
My dreams leave me when I need them most
They leave scars everywhere.
This pain is great it slashes out
Slashes out like a knife on my arm
A knife that disturbs my dreams...
My dreams of peace and happiness
happiness in heaven... 
Pain dear pain you have grown
You have taken over my life
You let no light shine into this pit
Dear pain you are like a knife
So please...stab me in the heart.