Birth Of A Monster

With the way things are going

Seems like I'm meant to be alone

She just plays ball and jokes around

Then discards me when her fun wares off

Not realising it is my heart she threw around

I really put in my all

She took it all as a joke

Now I'm down and torn apart

i feel like I'm just a used smoke

Only there for temporary pleasure 

Puff puff and pass him on

A good hearted man's curse

Seen only as a clown

Feeling start no longer exist

Fading into thin air

A pillow

Used today and thrown away tomorrow

No feeling is left at all

The anger and frustration builds

An angry scream is let out

A monster is born