Pardon your undesirables

I never want you to feel used,
I never want you to feel uneasy.
I never want you to feel abused,
and I never want you to think i'm not listening.
I want to take you everywhere,
wait it out for the winter, through the winter,
like the white frost that flows through the air,
like waves in an ocean...
it's all setting in.
I thought that maybe we could spend Christmas together,
or something like our own Christmas.
I thought I cuold cuddle you up next to a fire,
with nothing but a blanket,
and myself also.
Looking around we'd see the sparkles,
the lights.
The mistletoe,
the tree.
The present that I gave to you,
and the present that you gave to me.
The gift of love, obviously <333.
I want to live with you forever,
cradling my heart like a
kid on a carousel.
Wait it out for the Spring,
so we can see the brighter colours the world has to offer.
Green, and blue,
yellow, and red.
But there's nothing,
and I mean NOTHING
like orange, and purple.
I could compare you
to the most fragrent of flowers.
I could compare your beauty
to the days endless hours.
I could compare your smile with the tears in my eyes
for being so goddamn happy I have you by my side.
I never ever want to be a part of anything but you.
You know I miss you frequently, and I know you miss me too.
You know I mean it when I say i'm sorry, and I care, I really do.
When I say forever is what I need, you must know, that is the truth.
I want to be the key, collect your thoughts, clean up your mess's for you.
I want to be your sky, love you lots, and be the one who undresses you.
When I think about you,
I want to shower you in
golden
bliss.
I want to shred your insecurities,
and I want to take you to a more
favourable paradise.
No one ever likes where they are,
but it's alwaus just because we need a change of scenery,
and a place with no one to tell us no,
and we can't do this,
and it's wrong,
and stop,
and listen,
and learn,
and grow,
and just f**k it.
F**k that f*****g s**t.
I'm sick of no,
and I want more nights with you,
even if it's just one, two, or a few.
I just hate to wait,
and it sucks I can't debate,
for it's not my choice,
and no one will listen to this voice,
when all we offer is love,
and hope to grow to faith,
to make memories we can't replace,
and make something better of these names.
Remember, you tell me where,
and i'll take you by the hand,
put you on my back,
and move as fast as I can.
I want to make you feel like
your heart is on fire
because I can make you burn.
I want you to feel like
you're the luckiest girl in the world,
and you're special,
and you're loved.
I want you to never look back,
or give up because i'm not enough,
because i'm trying to do my best for you,
because I love you just that much.
If you ever need anything,
I promise I can give you whatever it is.
You just need to be honest and tell me,
and i'll hand it over, no questions.
I'll pardon all of your undesirables
into a toy shelf,
and put it in the closet so you'll never have
to hurt again.
Just don't be afraid,
this isn't a game.
I'm trying to be as straight with you as I can.
Just so you know, and you can understand.

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[Jessica M.]

uplifting.