Down Inside Of My Eyes

It's funny how I never fail to ruin great things.
It's funny how it's not even a choice,
and I know I don't have to do these things but sometimes I just do,
and i'm sorry I never really considered it this much until now,
but i've never considered it this much until now.
I know I was wrong,
and I know it was a horrible thing to do,
and I never am going to do it again.
It always takes me such a long time to adjust,
and I'm trying really hard, but sometimes I slip up,
and i'm sorry that I can't do everything right.
I want to be the best boy in the world, like you tell me,
like I know how you're the best girl in the world.
I need to live upto that,
and I don't expect you to always forgive me right away when I f**k up,
but i'm trying to atone, and change,
and I want to be the great thing you deserve.
You know I love you more then anything,
and it's funny how the only thing in the world right now that I want is for you to know how I feel,
because honestly you will never know just how dearly I love you,
and how much you mean to me.
All I want is for you to believe in me.
I'm begging with all of my being for this to pass quickly,
because I know i'm not lying, and I need you to believe in me.
Just trust in me.
Know that I love you, and that you love me.
Knowing if you could, right now we would get married.
Because I would get on my knees for you,
and I would say I do, because I do.
I'm still learning, and i'm sorry, I know i'm not always right,
but atleast i'm just being the person that I am.
I'm growing up still,
i'm not an adult yet,
and I wish you could see into me because I want you to know how
widespread
the love
in my heart
and in my mind
goes on simply
deeply
forever.
How I wish just by looking at you I could make you believe by seeing the beauty I know is somewhere down inside of my eyes.
I want to cry sometimes because of who i've been, and what i've said,
and I want to be the best I can now, even though it's not that much,
but I know there's some good inside of here,
and I know you have nothing to worry about.
I guess the best thing to do is just never do anything to f**k this up,
no matter what,
and I never will again,
because this is the best I will ever get,
and I really know that.
I never ever lied about the important stuff,
like how I will
love you
unconditionally,
and eternally,
forever,
and
an
eternity.