Beautiful Flower Garden

You say the worst things at the worst times,
and I don't even dare question your alibis.
I may not know if it's the truth, or a consecutive chain of lies,
but I just see you chasing so many other things with your eyes.

I never bothered to ask you, or even bothered to care,
because I guess you just don't want me there.
I don't see why, but you shouldn't tell me otherwise.
Unless you really mean it, because if not I don't see why you keep these ties.

I wish I could make you see, or somehow slightly comprehend
all of this things that are going to happen, happening, happened.
I can't be the only one working to keep these people alive,
because without an even balance our ships goanna get lost in the tides.

Don't bring me down, stop tearing me up,
don't even leave a question for me to conjure.
These feelings have been here long enough.
I just don't know why they even still bother.

I'm not saying goodbye, now and never,
for what did I promise but a happily ever after?
I'll paint your skies orange, paint the oceans red
make this world look just like our beautiful flower garden.