SINS OF THE FATHER
It seems like yesterday
That you were taking me
Out on my shiny new bike
Riding and laughing
All day long
Going out for ice-cream
Going to baseball games
Lifting weights with me
Fishing and camping
Fire pits at night with guitar, and song
Hiking and days of adventure
We would play tag
Hide and seek
Play miniature golf
Talk all day
Back when I was four
Back when
I felt like
I was your little boy
As the years
Passed by
That little boy grew
The time
That we had
To spend with each other
Dwindled, and shrank
Guitar, and song by fire
Turned into just guitar
In a stuffy hotel room
Staying at your house
Catching lizards
Roaming around and up the hill
That lay behind the house
To the highest point
Staring into the distant horizon
Watching the cars
That from so high
Looked so small
Waiting for you to come home
So we could play
Pokémon monopoly
Battleship and chess
It all became so distant
Like the horizon
That I stood on
Back when
you left us for her
Back when
I was your little boy
Now here I am
A handsome
Wise young man
I've pushed through my life
Done the best I could do
I've tried
To get your attention
To get you to love me
I've sat and watched
While you raised him
As I felt like
I was outside
Crying in the rain
Looking through the window
Just like a Christmas tale
Wondering why
Why have you cast me aside?
Have you forgotten about me?
What have I done wrong?
Am I not good enough?
It seems like
You've missed
20 years of my life
And Haven't flinched
For you've started a new family
You send cards
With money
Like trying to buy my love
When calling me
Every now and again
Would mean so much more
But every year and day
I wonder
All the same things
I feel
All the same pain
Because the only thing
I really want
Is what I've always asked
Prayed for
All I want
Is to be
Your little boy