Monster

I wrote this after a very bad day and one of my friend held me and told me to contain my monster.

I wish I could say I was a good person.

 I wish I could say I was in the crowd, an average joe.

 I am not.

 I am a monster.

The things that the world has done to me was monstrous and so it turned me into a monster.

I was only a boy.

A piece of clay to be molded into something beutiful.

That did not happen.

I was separated, dropped to the ground, and stepped on constantly.

I was eventually hardened, still imprinted with the footprint of humanity.

I am a monster. 

But I am no beast.

I am a monster.

Beaten, broken, and only fueled by rage

I am still more human than they ever will be.

The beasts of humanity took everything from me.

As only a boy, they stole my innocence.

I am not the only one they have done this to.

The monster I am is scared, ugly and broken.

This is why I wear my mask.

To not give the satisfaction to those who have made this me.

People will never understand the rage that lays in me.

They will say "there was nothing to be mad about"

They tore me apart and thought it was just fun.

No...they injected poison into my veins with every word and look.

I am a monster. 

 For years I have thought of ways I could truly show them what they have made me.

Many violent acts came to mind,

But they were to meaningless

To small.

To beastly.

My death will show them more of how.

It will not show weakness.

But it will show my independence against them.

I don't need this world.

I don't deserve the pain they have given me

And it will not hurt me again.

Goodbye

Author's Note

I know it seems dark but it was actually for inspiration and I'm probably going to revise it soon

Reviews

[ForeverNever]

Amazing, one of my favorites of yours. It's deep and just begins to show all of the talent you have.
Much love.

[Boy of the red]

thank you my love.

[ForeverNever]

It's my pleasure:)

[Emrys Realmskip]

Beautiful!:)

[Boy of the red]

thank you! :)

[Ezekiel Silver]

Great poem! I found a deep connection to this poem which was, as you wanted it to be, inspirational! Keep up the fantastic writing!!!

[Boy of the red]

thank you!